so many things going on at one time....  i am so ready for summer. but it seems as though everyone is leaving me!

have a happy summer everyone.

probably one of the best spring breaks i have ever had.

san antonio was fantastic. from dancing on the riverwalk to mariachi music to getting to feed a dolphin and meeting some very interesting people, i don't think there was a single boring moment.it was the most fun i've had in a long time.

then you can't forget about playing tennis in the dark or swinging on the playground right before i left, and then there was the ddr and strange jamaican music in starbucks.

and now i really don't want to go back to school. but i guess all good things must come to an end.

I'm Leavin' on A Jet Plane...

and i cannot wait for warm weather! isn't it supposed to spring here?

spring break feels incredible after last week. i don't think i have ever been that stressed out before.

i'll be back on saturday!

I'll never be good enough for him.

But maybe that's okay. I am just sorry I wasted all that time.
It was there in front of me, but I chose not to see it. So it is my fault. He used to make me so mad, but I now see that I wasn't really angry at him just angered by the fact that I couldn't have him.

That no matter what I did I could not change his mind.
I had no control over it and I think that is what truly scared me.

maybe i should just let him go.

Life changes. I've changed.

I'm trying to find in this world where I belong, because I certainly do not know.
It seems like everything around me is changing-
friends are moving on, everything is moving on without me.
the world is turning and yet I am not turning with it.
I don't know what I believe or think. Everything is in constant turmoil.
I'm not the only thing that has changed, and that is the only thing I am sure of anymore.

its beeen a very very long time.

last year was fun. this year is going to be fun. i've made lots of new firends. i've been smart enough to keep my old ones. and life is highly enjoyable. what can i say, i'm lucky.

i love you guys too much. and i think you know who you guys are.